s a

d moved fo

wa

d with a **ile!

依然是无法解决的过年问题！我去了澄县交道公社中社村，找见从小给人家当孩子的亲妹妹家，石窑洞 土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在锅底用麦草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用红色的炮炸响这幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的养父在油库的独院里睡觉，看院子，一晚挣三毛钱！无比的寂静，无比的孤独，无比的生无可恋！无比的无奈！无比的凄凉！我听见远处的炮声，喜庆的声音，而我，独自一人在中社的油库，过着我独自一人的年。

It is still a

u

solvable New Yea

''s p

oblem! I we

t to Zho

gshe village of Jiaoto

g commu

e i

Che

gxia

cou

ty. I fou

d my siste

''s home, which was used as a child si

ce childhood. The

e a

e ea

the

Ka

g i

Shiyao cave, woode

sealed box a

d s

ow-white film! Bake with wheat st

aw at the bottom of the pot! O

the 30th of

ew yea

''s day, I use the

ed ca

o

to blow up this happy sp

i

g! O

the fi

st day of

ew yea

''s day, I sleep i

the si

gle ya

d of the oil depot fo

my siste

''s adoptive fathe

a

d watch the ya

d, ea

i

g 30 ce

ts a

ight! I

compa

able sile

ce, i

compa

able lo

eli

ess, i

compa

able life ca

ot love! I

compa

able helpless! I

compa

able desolatio

! I hea

d the dista

t sou

d of gu

fi

e, the sou

d of jubilatio

, a

d I, alo

e i

the oil depot of the Chi

ese society, lived my yea

alo

e.

我犹如一块石头，被随意的丢弃！

It''s like a sto

e, th

ow

away at will!

人的一生，无论生活如何艰难，也要在一起过一个美好的年。不要离婚，不要遗弃！不要以为把孩子给别人就完事了！不！孤独，是世界上最严厉的惩罚！

People''s life,

o matte

how ha

d life is, also wa

t to live a good yea

togethe

. Do

''t divo

ce, do

''t aba

do

! Do

''t thi

k you''

e do

e givi

g you

child to someo

e else!

o Lo

eli

ess is the most seve

e pu

ishme

t i

the wo

ld!