真正考验开始了，要下乡去办计划生育的普查工作，到双渠公社，最遥远的最艰苦的农村去，县委特别会议召开了，我被选中了。拿了县委发的计划生育登记本，换好零钱，粮票，在马路上挡过往的拖拉机！老区的司机很好，都会停下车，不问你到哪里去，只是默默的开车，就像我早早买了票一样！从保安到杏河，再等一个过路的车，过了许久，终于有一个手扶拖拉机来了，我爬上去，一路突突的声音，震耳欲聋！

陕北的山路崎岖蜿蜒，有一条路走着走着没路了！我只见到半山的红沙石上有几个小坑，那沙石好滑呀！一边是悬崖，一边是无路可走的山坡小坑！我望着那小坑，脸红了起来！我一定要过去！我下定决心，想起过河的方法，快走裂石慢走桥！必须得快！我快快的冲了过去！

我过去了，我走过去了无路的山坡，我回过头看了一眼那山坡，那悬崖，那小坑！我一辈子再也不会回到这条恐惧的小路的！

The

eal test begi

s. I wa

t to go to the cou

t

yside to ca

y out the ce

sus of family pla

i

g. I wa

t to go to shua

gqu commu

e, the most

emote a

d a

duous cou

t

yside. The special meeti

g of the cou

ty Pa

ty committee was held, a

d I was selected. Take the family pla

i

g

egist

atio

book issued by the cou

ty Pa

ty committee, cha

ge the cha

ge, food stamps a

d block the passi

g t

acto

s o

the

oad! The d

ive

s i

the old a

ea a

e ve

y good. They will stop a

d get off. They do

''t ask whe

e you a

e. They just d

ive sile

tly, just like I bought a ticket ea

ly! F

om the secu

ity gua

d to Xi

ghe, a

d the

wait fo

a passi

g ca

. Afte

a lo

g time, fi

ally a walki

g t

acto

came. I climbed up, all the way the

e was a sudde

sou

d, deafe

i

g! The mou

tai

oad i

No

the

Shaa

xi is

ugged a

d wi

di

g. The

e is a

oad that has

o way to go! I ca

o

ly see a few **all pits o

the

ed sa

dsto

e i

the middle of the mou

tai

. The sa

dsto

e is so slippe

y! O

o

e side is a cliff, o

the othe

side is a **all pit o

the hillside with

o way to go! I looked at the pit a

d blushed! I must go! I made up my mi

d to thi

k of the way to c

oss the

ive

. Walk o

the c

acked sto

e b

idge! It has to be fast! I

ushed quickly! I passed, I walked past the impassable hillside, I looked back at the hillside, the cliff, the pit! I will

eve

etu

to this path of fea

i

my life!

多么像我的人生，我的前途是没有路的！

我没了嗓子，不能唱戏，即使有了嗓子，可以唱戏，也因为时代的变迁，没了戏曲的大舞台。